[Some familiar shame threatens to encroach - he shouldn't be thinking that way, but he does. He'd never admit it to Jean (though he knows), Levi (though he probably knows), Erwin (though he suspects); wouldn't admit it to almost anyone, really.
[Subaru. Maruki. Akechi. That's it...
[Maruki isn't shaming Eren, though. "Good work," he says.]
Don't tell him I told you this, but since the very first week I opened, Akechi has booked the last appointment of the week. He won't ever admit it, but he does it just so I can take a break. I usually fall asleep then too.
Not in a bed. At Eyn Sof, I just pass out and completely go black for an hour or two. A few days ago, I fell asleep in the road. A couple days after that, I fell asleep on the floor in Armin's room. I don't know.
I've always slept better next to someone else, but [It can't be her.] I just can't lately.
No, I don't think that's something it can actually do for me or anyone else. It's probably more like my mind is still adjusting... or something. I'm not sure. It's a complicated feeling.
Maybe I shouldn't say that I hope it will happen, but it's Somnius. It's nearly inevitable. So I do hope that we get the chance. It would mean a lot to me.
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i never do :3c
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Good work.
You're too important to me to run so hot that you burn yourself out.
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[Subaru. Maruki. Akechi. That's it...
[Maruki isn't shaming Eren, though. "Good work," he says.]
I keep waiting to burn out.
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Don't tell him I told you this, but since the very first week I opened, Akechi has booked the last appointment of the week. He won't ever admit it, but he does it just so I can take a break. I usually fall asleep then too.
We all need our rest.
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Akechi does that for you?
He wouldn't admit that. You're right.
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And you've brought me lunch every day since that week too. You're both extremely helpful. I'm so grateful.
But... you're not sleeping much otherwise, huh?
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I try to. I wish I could. But I don't expect it anymore, so I guess it's not that bad.
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I've always slept better next to someone else, but [It can't be her.] I just can't lately.
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That's all understandable.
I'm just asking because I've noticed you cry a bit in your sleep.
I don't mind it! I'm not trying to embarrass you or anything. I just wonder if that's making your sleep less restful...
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I've always done that, actually.
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Yeah. Everyone used to tease me about it. I guess I've always had bad dreams, but I didn't use to remember them much.
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As long as it isn't a new thing though, it's fine. I just hadn't seen you sleep so much before so it worried me!
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[That's why he's always napped so goddamn much. He really does run on pure spite and nothing else 99% of the time.]
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Well, my own sleep habits are terrible, so I'm not about to lecture you. Just come nap here whenever you want.
Strangely, though, I don't dream now that Azathoth has returned to me. You would think that would make sleep more restful, but...
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LITTLE HAT
Sorry. I didn't mean to give you false hope.
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I just wonder sometimes how Azathoth works.
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It's still new to me. Before the Green Knight, I didn't even know it could battle. But if you ever have questions, I can try to figure them out.
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I haven't gotten to learn all that much about other people's powers here.
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Maybe someday you'll get to see it in action! We could end up fighting alongside one another, you never know.
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Maybe I shouldn't say that I hope it will happen, but it's Somnius. It's nearly inevitable. So I do hope that we get the chance. It would mean a lot to me.
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