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You jerk! You know how that sounded. You almost gave me a heart attack. ୧(๑•̀ᗝ•́)૭
Wait-
What are we going to watch until then? I mean, I guess we could restart And, there were none...or there's that new drama starring that up and coming actor. I forgot his name.
Anyway, how's work going? Make any incredible breakthroughs today?
We should watch the new one! But I'll like whatever you choose (˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶)
Incredible breakthroughs... you have so much faith in me... ('''– ⌓ –)＝３
But I feel like I'm getting close to something big. I'm having lunch with the department head and a private scientist he knows tomorrow to try to impress upon them the power of research into the psience of perception.
They better listen to you or I'll come down there and knock some sense into them.
I know you'll do your best, Takuto.
[And-
There's a moment. A second. A scream in the distance - it sounds familiar. It rattles her heart and-
It's shaken off as the visceral, guttural cry turns into sparks of laughter.]
Kids sure are rowdy these days. Hey - do you think our child will be that way? I kind of hope so. I don't know what I'll do if there are two gentle idiots teaming up against me.
[It's so loud. Resonating. It doesn't bother her there are no kids, suddenly.
That there won't ever be, maybe.
That there shouldn't be, probably.]
Even in high school, I was thinking of what we would name our kid someday.
I had imaginary arguments with you when I fell asleep - before we were dating! I remember one day I got so mad at you in my dreams, I thought I would never speak to you again in reality.
Is that why you would sometimes show up to school angry with me before I'd even said anything? You just solved one of the great mysteries of my life...
Because for every moment of their life spent together - from the ridiculous rumors at Seven Sisters to college to the first few months in their shared, shoebox apartment.
She's happy.
He's happy.
There's nothing left for either of them. She wonders how long it will take him to realize. Wonders if she should shatter that illusion.
Doesn't know why she's aware of it. Because he needs her, maybe. Because he can't handle it alone. Because she couldn't move on and waited for him until he fell from untold heights, in the shattered remains of a crystalline world, grasping a boy whose fingers slipped in those final moments.]
I was just feeling a little emotional.
You really are the man of my dreams, no matter how mad you make me sometimes.
I'm kind of hoping you get that sushi job. (˵ •̀ ᴗ •́ ˵ ) ✧ Let's go tonight and start scouting out future companies for you to work for.
[Maybe if he had-]
No matter how bad things get, no matter what you do or where we end up - we'll always find each other again.
Don't forget, Takuto. Just because we haven't made our vows yet doesn't mean that isn't true.
Things don't get bad, not for them. They get difficult, but not bad. Never bad.
And they haven't let one another out of their sights ever since they met. Where could they end up that would necessitate finding one another again?
His stomach twists into a knot he's unfamiliar with. Something sits heavy at the base of his skull, like one of his usual headaches, but worse. He doesn't understand. Somehow, he's never understood less than in this moment. ]
[They don't lie to one another - ever. Rumi doesn't plan to start now. Not when he needs it most. Not when they're both on the verge of another world.
A gunshot, then another. It makes it stomach churn. Makes her wonder if she met the same fate as her parents on some cold winter day.
She doesn't want to think about it. Can't. Focuses on the screen, the man at the other end.]
Yeah, something did. It's-
Well, let's talk at home, but don't stop texting me. I'm going to need your opinion on takeout in a second.
[Maybe - possibly. This street keeps repeating, no doors open.]
You know, my friends told me not to date you. They said you were too much of a nerd.
But that was part of the charm for me. I remember telling Ariko-chan that you were way better than that stupid track star she was dating. I thought you might be a secret bad boy deep down - you know, like those tv shows.
In the day, Maruki-kun is a humble, quiet student. At night, he turns into a anti-hero that steals candy from children and hotwires cars at the police station.
It sits in the pit of his stomach, at the base of his skull, a hulking, dark, unknown wrongness that only becomes more frightening the longer it refuses to take shape. That's not new, either – sometimes his anxieties get the better of him, they always have. Rumi has seen it more than anyone else has. Held his hands and rubbed his back as he tried to catch his mind before it could run away from him with a thousand possibilities of everything that could go wrong.
She can't right now. He's alone in the cramped supply room converted into his office, no windows, light flickering overhead. It makes him have to squint to read his papers through the dim. He always winds up with the worst headaches.
His heart races, and he tries to focus on her words on the screen, tries to feel her delicate hand pressing between his shoulder blades to get him to breathe. ]
Okay. I won't stop texting you. I wish you would tell me what happened, though...
(˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶)
Well, were you disappointed when you found out I wasn't a secret bad boy?
Wow, they really were gullible... I guess I would have been too, at the time.
Now I know you too well. If you told me something like that, I would say Rumi-chan is playing pranks again!
[ His heart hasn't stopped racing, and his chest feels heavy.
There's something... ]
Do your parents really like me?
[ That, at least, is a perennial worry. One day they'll visit so he can tell them he intends to marry their daughter, and he's been worried about it for months. ]
[It rings. Resounding. Painful. It's not gunshots, but screams. It's not bullets piercing window and wall, it's the agonizing wail coming out of her own throat, drowning all else.]
They do. You think they would let their little girl date someone this long otherwise?
[They were so happy when he visited that once pristine home.]
Let's go soon, okay?
[They can meet her parents again. They can see everyone again now. If she can get him to-]
How do you feel about moving in with them?
Just kidding. ( ๑‾̀◡‾́)✨
I know the countryside isn't for you. It is peaceful though. Louder than the city sometimes - I think it could grow on you.
[ She reassures him, and he believes her. This is how things work between them. It's never placation. It's always genuine. Rumi would tell him if he was being a blind idiot, but he's not.
[It will be. Was. Takuto discussed realities and worlds with her - all of it flying far over her head, but she listened. She loves him. She thinks of the few pieces her mind could grasp during one of his many animated talks in the kitchen.
Grief ruined her, for however long she was alive. Grief ruined him for years after and beyond. Alone. Will continue to, even in this bizarre place.
When they can talk - when they're face to face, they'll argue. She will. He'll sit with that agonized, guilt ridden expression. On the couch, slouched over, arms on his knees and hands folded between them. She's seen it before. He's done it before, but more than ever she needs him to look her in the eyes.
She'll make him.
He did what he thought was best, but all she wanted was to be with him. In the days, weeks, years - however long that might have taken.
What good is a life with Maruki Takuto?]
We're a team.
If you're bad luck, then that means one of two things-
I'm your ultimate lucky charm that will cancel out anything bad or-
We're bad luck together. Us. If anything happens, we'll deal with it. Just like always.
[ Even a perfect, painless world. Even if it kills him to see it through.
Something shifts. The single overhead light in this converted supply closet of an office has been flickering, in-and-out fluorescence making his already bad headache worse. He feels pressure against his eyes, removes his glasses – it doesn't abate. Like a solid plate of heavy gold digging into his skin. He doesn't understand. ]
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h e h
Come on - look at all the dramas that do that.
Maybe that's why they won't...it's too predictable.
Okay. What if it's not a long lost brother - maybe it's him from another timeline and he's pulled back to correct this one.
Ugh, I can't take it! When does the next episode come out?
1/3
Hold on, let me check.
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They didn't cancel it, did they?
Oh, maybe if we start a social media campaign. I see kids do it all the time. We could call it #Bakarhythmredux or...
Or something!
stop using that icon i hate you
Ah, I guess it wasn't that bad after all... Rumi-chan always makes me see the bright side!
why'd you make it
Wait-
What are we going to watch until then? I mean, I guess we could restart And, there were none...or there's that new drama starring that up and coming actor. I forgot his name.
Anyway, how's work going? Make any incredible breakthroughs today?
BECAUSE I'M A FOOL CLEARLY
Incredible breakthroughs... you have so much faith in me... ('''– ⌓ –)＝３
But I feel like I'm getting close to something big. I'm having lunch with the department head and a private scientist he knows tomorrow to try to impress upon them the power of research into the psience of perception.
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I know you'll do your best, Takuto.
[And-
There's a moment. A second. A scream in the distance - it sounds familiar. It rattles her heart and-
It's shaken off as the visceral, guttural cry turns into sparks of laughter.]
Kids sure are rowdy these days. Hey - do you think our child will be that way? I kind of hope so. I don't know what I'll do if there are two gentle idiots teaming up against me.
i hate you
And you think I can handle two hotheads teaming up against ME? (ó﹏ò｡)
i HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!! 1/2
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[The screams are louder than ever.]
You're happy with our life, aren't you?
Well, before you answer-
I am.
[It's so loud. Resonating. It doesn't bother her there are no kids, suddenly.
That there won't ever be, maybe.
That there shouldn't be, probably.]
Even in high school, I was thinking of what we would name our kid someday.
I had imaginary arguments with you when I fell asleep - before we were dating! I remember one day I got so mad at you in my dreams, I thought I would never speak to you again in reality.
Isn't that silly?
1/2 and i hate you double
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Maruki doesn't hesitate for even a moment. He types the answer so quickly that he makes several clumsy typos that he has to go back and correct. ]
I'm happy with our life, too. Every day I only get happier. And I know that won't ever stop.
Even when things are hard. Even if my career goes nowhere and I end up putting sushi on a conveyer belt for a living.
Being with you is the only happiness I've ever known.
But why do you ask? (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)
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Because for every moment of their life spent together - from the ridiculous rumors at Seven Sisters to college to the first few months in their shared, shoebox apartment.
She's happy.
He's happy.
There's nothing left for either of them. She wonders how long it will take him to realize. Wonders if she should shatter that illusion.
Doesn't know why she's aware of it. Because he needs her, maybe. Because he can't handle it alone. Because she couldn't move on and waited for him until he fell from untold heights, in the shattered remains of a crystalline world, grasping a boy whose fingers slipped in those final moments.]
I was just feeling a little emotional.
You really are the man of my dreams, no matter how mad you make me sometimes.
I'm kind of hoping you get that sushi job. (˵ •̀ ᴗ •́ ˵ ) ✧ Let's go tonight and start scouting out future companies for you to work for.
[Maybe if he had-]
No matter how bad things get, no matter what you do or where we end up - we'll always find each other again.
Don't forget, Takuto. Just because we haven't made our vows yet doesn't mean that isn't true.
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Things don't get bad, not for them. They get difficult, but not bad. Never bad.
And they haven't let one another out of their sights ever since they met. Where could they end up that would necessitate finding one another again?
His stomach twists into a knot he's unfamiliar with. Something sits heavy at the base of his skull, like one of his usual headaches, but worse. He doesn't understand. Somehow, he's never understood less than in this moment. ]
Rumi.
Is something wrong? Did something happen?
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A gunshot, then another. It makes it stomach churn. Makes her wonder if she met the same fate as her parents on some cold winter day.
She doesn't want to think about it. Can't. Focuses on the screen, the man at the other end.]
Yeah, something did. It's-
Well, let's talk at home, but don't stop texting me. I'm going to need your opinion on takeout in a second.
[Maybe - possibly. This street keeps repeating, no doors open.]
You know, my friends told me not to date you. They said you were too much of a nerd.
But that was part of the charm for me. I remember telling Ariko-chan that you were way better than that stupid track star she was dating. I thought you might be a secret bad boy deep down - you know, like those tv shows.
In the day, Maruki-kun is a humble, quiet student. At night, he turns into a anti-hero that steals candy from children and hotwires cars at the police station.
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It sits in the pit of his stomach, at the base of his skull, a hulking, dark, unknown wrongness that only becomes more frightening the longer it refuses to take shape. That's not new, either – sometimes his anxieties get the better of him, they always have. Rumi has seen it more than anyone else has. Held his hands and rubbed his back as he tried to catch his mind before it could run away from him with a thousand possibilities of everything that could go wrong.
She can't right now. He's alone in the cramped supply room converted into his office, no windows, light flickering overhead. It makes him have to squint to read his papers through the dim. He always winds up with the worst headaches.
His heart races, and he tries to focus on her words on the screen, tries to feel her delicate hand pressing between his shoulder blades to get him to breathe. ]
Okay. I won't stop texting you. I wish you would tell me what happened, though...
(˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶)
Well, were you disappointed when you found out I wasn't a secret bad boy?
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We take on all our problems together, side by side. A text doesn't cut it.
(˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶)
[Was she disappointed when he wasn't a knife wielding alleyway hooligan?]
But yeah - maybe for a second. My dreams of a motorcycling thug whisking me off my feet-
Well, it was more like a king did instead. I couldn't be mad about that. Plus, it made it way easier to get my parents to like you.
But....
I still told my friends you were one. That's why Miyako-chan gave you the stink eye for a year until I came clean. Sorry about that.
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Wait, they actually believed you!?
Wow, they really were gullible... I guess I would have been too, at the time.
Now I know you too well. If you told me something like that, I would say Rumi-chan is playing pranks again!
[ His heart hasn't stopped racing, and his chest feels heavy.
There's something... ]
Do your parents really like me?
[ That, at least, is a perennial worry. One day they'll visit so he can tell them he intends to marry their daughter, and he's been worried about it for months. ]
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They do. You think they would let their little girl date someone this long otherwise?
[They were so happy when he visited that once pristine home.]
Let's go soon, okay?
[They can meet her parents again. They can see everyone again now. If she can get him to-]
How do you feel about moving in with them?
Just kidding. ( ๑‾̀◡‾́)✨
I know the countryside isn't for you. It is peaceful though. Louder than the city sometimes - I think it could grow on you.
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So... ]
I'm worried about visiting them.
I feel like it'll be bad luck, somehow.
I'm bad luck. Somehow.
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Grief ruined her, for however long she was alive. Grief ruined him for years after and beyond. Alone. Will continue to, even in this bizarre place.
When they can talk - when they're face to face, they'll argue. She will. He'll sit with that agonized, guilt ridden expression. On the couch, slouched over, arms on his knees and hands folded between them. She's seen it before. He's done it before, but more than ever she needs him to look her in the eyes.
She'll make him.
He did what he thought was best, but all she wanted was to be with him. In the days, weeks, years - however long that might have taken.
What good is a life with Maruki Takuto?]
We're a team.
If you're bad luck, then that means one of two things-
I'm your ultimate lucky charm that will cancel out anything bad or-
We're bad luck together. Us. If anything happens, we'll deal with it. Just like always.
Promise me that we will.
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[ He promises. ]
Of course I promise.
[ Of course he promises. ]
You know that I'll promise you anything.
[ Even a perfect, painless world. Even if it kills him to see it through.
Something shifts. The single overhead light in this converted supply closet of an office has been flickering, in-and-out fluorescence making his already bad headache worse. He feels pressure against his eyes, removes his glasses – it doesn't abate. Like a solid plate of heavy gold digging into his skin. He doesn't understand. ]
I don't know what I'll do when I lose you.
[ What? ]
If I lost you, I mean...
[ W̵̡̨̘̼̥͉̖͈͉̪̩͔͉̙̎̀̈́͜h̴̛̤͉͖̮̗̽͑̿̔̇͗͜ǎ̵̰̥̞̺̪̟͙̼͕̯̞̯̀̓͒ͅt̸͈͚̾̊̄̃́̂͆̎̏̇̂͘͝?̸̡̞͉̪̠̣̈́̽͂̒̇̅͛̑́͌̚͝ ]
I don't feel well. I'm coming home early.
Please be there.
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