[ Fine, he won't poke at the blush, but he'll let his hand rest on Dolph's shoulder, squeezing affectionately. ]
I can imagine how strange it is...
[ And before–
Before, Maruki would have told him, so long as you're happy, that's all that matters to me.
Perhaps in some dusty corner of his changed heart, minuscule and locked away as it is, that's still true. There is a part of Maruki that will always strive for the people he loves to feel nothing but radiant joy. That existed long before his distortion did; it can't be rooted out, and moreover, he would never want it to be.
But the little time he was away has made it so that the rest of his heart can only express this instead: ]
I'm so glad, though. And when I find myself struggling to aim for that same happiness... I'll look to you.
[ Not as a guide, but as an example of all the beauty and joy still possible in the world. ]
[ dolph probably knew what maruki would say. so the words that come through are a pleasant surprise, but more than that, they feel like they've arrived. out of the looking glass, back into the world. perhaps they have grown up. they'll be a little different now, the reflection may seem a little askew. but what does it matter?
they're still friends.
dolph smiles and leans in to press a kiss to his forehead. ]
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F-Fine, I guess. I don't think anything's really changed.
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Don't mind Maruki reaching up to poke at his flushed cheek. It's cute! ]
I suppose that's how you know you were doing things right beforehand, if it isn't a drastic change.
[ Still, though... ]
You're happy, then?
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I think so. Still feels weird to say but . . . yeah.
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I can imagine how strange it is...
[ And before–
Before, Maruki would have told him, so long as you're happy, that's all that matters to me.
Perhaps in some dusty corner of his changed heart, minuscule and locked away as it is, that's still true. There is a part of Maruki that will always strive for the people he loves to feel nothing but radiant joy. That existed long before his distortion did; it can't be rooted out, and moreover, he would never want it to be.
But the little time he was away has made it so that the rest of his heart can only express this instead: ]
I'm so glad, though. And when I find myself struggling to aim for that same happiness... I'll look to you.
[ Not as a guide, but as an example of all the beauty and joy still possible in the world. ]
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they're still friends.
dolph smiles and leans in to press a kiss to his forehead. ]
I'll be here.