[ See? It isn't that he feels nothing. He feels too much, and it transmutes. Maruki can understand. ]
I know it does.
Let me rephrase what I said before: I'm going to come keep you company. You don't have a choice, but you also don't have to talk or even acknowledge me at all. And if you end up hating me for it- well, we can have a fair fight at last!
[Eren often hates the people he loves. He'll probably end up hating Maruki too at some point, though it will hopefully fade. He doesn't want to see anyone, and he may not talk at all, like Maruki offered. He's in the barn in the hayloft. He can't stand to be in that house. He left the cottage because it was tainted, then named a goddamn farm for someone temporary.
[He loves him desperately. He misses him like an organ. It never gets easier. Why continue to love at all?]
I'm in the barn.
hehe we can handwave it..... quiet miserable bestie time
Don't force yourself to say or do anything. Just be, and I'll do the same.
[ There are things that can't be fixed. Breaks unmendable. Maruki has spent the entirety of his time in Somnius coming to terms with that, learning how to accept that he can still show care even when he can't help.
So he'll sit in a barn with Eren. He won't push, won't press. It will be enough, because it's all that can be. ]
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Then, you're all I've got.
It hurts.
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I know it does.
Let me rephrase what I said before: I'm going to come keep you company. You don't have a choice, but you also don't have to talk or even acknowledge me at all. And if you end up hating me for it- well, we can have a fair fight at last!
You may be dead, but you're not alone.
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[ Mostly. Eren might very well wind up hating him because he doesn't intend to leave him alone to do his best to fade out of others' consciousness. ]
we can handwave this if you want JUST LMK u know I'm down for w/e
[He loves him desperately. He misses him like an organ. It never gets easier. Why continue to love at all?]
I'm in the barn.
hehe we can handwave it..... quiet miserable bestie time
IT'S COS YOU'RE ALWAYS IN THAT DAMN BARN]Don't force yourself to say or do anything. Just be, and I'll do the same.
[ There are things that can't be fixed. Breaks unmendable. Maruki has spent the entirety of his time in Somnius coming to terms with that, learning how to accept that he can still show care even when he can't help.
So he'll sit in a barn with Eren. He won't push, won't press. It will be enough, because it's all that can be. ]
See you soon.