[ how would that even go? worse than this, he imagines. he doubts oda even realized it. and it would be cruel to hold it against oda for not realizing, not noticing. he doesn't want to do that. and . . . to shy away from more hurt, more pain is a cowardly thing to do. oh, it's tempting. he's always sorely tempted when he's stung. but he just . . . can't. because it would mean letting go.
he doesn't want to let go of oda.
dolph sighs, glancing at the petals absently. still sick, it seems. his hand moves to rub maruki's back comfortingly. ]
It's fine. I'll deal with it.
[ sometimes. sometimes you will never fit in a person's heart. ]
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Fuck no.
[ how would that even go? worse than this, he imagines. he doubts oda even realized it. and it would be cruel to hold it against oda for not realizing, not noticing. he doesn't want to do that. and . . . to shy away from more hurt, more pain is a cowardly thing to do. oh, it's tempting. he's always sorely tempted when he's stung. but he just . . . can't. because it would mean letting go.
he doesn't want to let go of oda.
dolph sighs, glancing at the petals absently. still sick, it seems. his hand moves to rub maruki's back comfortingly. ]
It's fine. I'll deal with it.
[ sometimes. sometimes you will never fit in a person's heart. ]