[ a competition. he hadn't thought about that. but perhaps he always had. he always felt he was on the losing side. for reasons he never understood. for weaknesses he couldn't find. and . . . he could trace that back to alex too. alex chose to give him up, the thing he loved the most. and dolph lost, without even having a chance to fight it. livio went home to die and he felt like he lost again. bullfrog was too far away, no matter how much he tried. a losing streak.
but he's not losing anymore. he hasn't lost. for every setback, dolph still got up. still kept moving. one step at a time. it hurt but he took it. he reached out. he made those changes.
dolph has finally recognized the damage alex has done. maybe now it's time to recognize some of the damage he's done to himself.
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but he's not losing anymore. he hasn't lost. for every setback, dolph still got up. still kept moving. one step at a time. it hurt but he took it. he reached out. he made those changes.
dolph has finally recognized the damage alex has done. maybe now it's time to recognize some of the damage he's done to himself.
he gives a soft huff to himself, bemused. ]
I'll work on it.
Looks like I'm the needy bitch huh.