[ and he didn't want to put maruki in that position. and he didn't really know. how to talk about it, how to bring it up. all those behaviors he never learned. they just never cross his mind. his thinking process is still, at times, painfully solitary. his own shit, his own feelings. he has to work them out. he can't expect anyone else to. ]
It didn't feel right. And — [ he pauses for a moment. ] — I want to be the kind of friend who brings you happiness. Not my sad shit.
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[ and he didn't want to put maruki in that position. and he didn't really know. how to talk about it, how to bring it up. all those behaviors he never learned. they just never cross his mind. his thinking process is still, at times, painfully solitary. his own shit, his own feelings. he has to work them out. he can't expect anyone else to. ]
It didn't feel right. And — [ he pauses for a moment. ] — I want to be the kind of friend who brings you happiness. Not my sad shit.